November 2, 2008


I'm sorry I haven't posted anything. And no, I'm not pregnant. I'm just trying to get away from all this - i guess what they call 'taking a break'. Not from trying the old fashion way, but a break from obsessing; a mental break. I've stopped charting, stopped posting, stopped reading others blogs (well, i still glance at them, but try not to read them, sorry), basically stopped obsessing about ttc. I didn't go to the dr this month to schedule any treatments, and have nothing planned for next month either.

I'm trying to put my mind in a better place. I've been meditating every morning, and come the new year, i'll switch my insurance and go to an re for more treatments.

Oh, and i told my mom about our situation. It went fine, as i knew it would. And i feel like a huge weight has been lifted.

Oh, and my sister had her baby a few days ago. He is an adorable little guy. Really so cute, and so good (so far).

I'm currently in my tww. Hubby went on a week long business trip and left on cd13, so we did what we could.

This will probably be the last post for a while. I want to thank my 3 readers for reading. I just need to get my head out of the game and go back to a normal, happy, no baby stress life. So if i remove everything thats making me crazy, maybe it will help with my mind/body connection. Thats not to say I don't think about it. I do all the time. My 26 minute meditation revolves around it. I'm just trying to leave behind all the negativity.

So again, thanks for reading, and I hope to have an update someday soon.


T & A said...

Hi JD,

I'm a television producer in Manhattan and I'm working on a new documentary series about people who are trying to conceive. I think you have a terrific blog and I'd like to tell you more about the show, which will air on a major cable network next year. Please email me at your convenience and I will provide more details - there is no obligation on your part whatsoever.

Thanks much,

jd said...

Hi Alexa,

Thanks so much for your interest in my blog. I may be willing to share my story, but I don't have much of an interest to be on screen. At any rate, I would love to here more about your production.

T & A said...

JD - I'd be happy to tell you more about the series. Can you email me directly at and I will forward more info? I'd prefer not to post some of it in the general forum. Thanks much!


butterflyanla said...

just wondering how you have been